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self and self-acceptance.

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1.	terry davis - it's an intro u can skip this 00:37	lyrics	buy track
"that bird has no idea what he's looking at. and yet what does the bird do; does he panic? nah he can't really panic. he just does the best he can. is he able to live in a world where he's so ignorant? well, he doesn't really have a choice. yeah he can live. usually the bird's ok even though he doesn't really understand the world. he can learn what's safe and what's dangerous." -terry a. davis
2.	found someone 02:34	lyrics	buy track
ignore me never read my words they're history our drama our misery in commas goddamn, you deplorable demon arrest me just test me just help me already good god i think i'm happy hold my place stick the landing find someone or a baggie c'mon baby light my fire honestly? i grin on (w)rapping cuz some may find me lacking i tried to sort my shit out so tell me how I i bounce they bought me out stay still can't see my sounds my heart stays in ur ground and i'll be ur roundabout yes man in shifts lost my one, please help me out we'll sort this out, we'll sort this out stay here you'll forget urself soon cuz u can't live the way that i do but u can try u bite you're desperate and tired why try this is ur empire i lied in faith i tried to kill my best life oh fuck please check for teeth love please look my grin not fake, huh???? my ties in faith i tried to live my best lie.
3.	cantfeelmybody 02:49	lyrics	buy track
wish i told you sometimes i can't feel my body can i help u kill another lonesome body find some reason for me to let you in dear highlight highflights with ourselves and our creatures find ur shelter, bby i am hopes reckonging i will break your fucking heart if you ain't ready wish i told you sometimes i can't feel my body can i help u kill another lonesome body i wish i could stay i wish i could change i wish i could say i wish i could say i said i said i'm sorry wish i told u sometimes i can't feel my body would i help u kill another wholesome body wouyld u hate me if i killed ur 1st loved body wish i told u sometimes, icantfeelmybody __ pt 2 ___ keep me down please hold/pin me down u shld wear your crown without heart and i owe u for the ears to the mouth, what i broke and i'll break and i owe u peace love and plenty of drinks i love you, why stay around????? i love you, you green ass snake i love you, ur love of my town i love oyu, i'll mend your takes and i love you i'll save some for you you don't care for frank but you'll listen with who????
4.	kill (interlude) 00:55	lyrics	buy track
kill ***************************************************************************
5.	!sara 03:21	lyrics	buy track
she said that she knew my dad she said i have what my father had whiskey on the rocks with a couple random shots held throughout the day, crosshairs holding locked i yelled this wasn't in my plans the child loved this fierce and firey land their warm foboding home can never be alone scrambles endlessly when hearts turn to stone sara please stay sara please stay let me feel dumb, let me feel young sara please stay. let me stay here. she said that i'll be ok she said there's no one else to blame many others like you without the option to choose no harm done except for a few (rest in peace) i said "am i still the same???" she said "but of course! day by day!~"{ how long will you stay i'm always here as long as you need me.
6.	pdttm 02:11	lyrics	buy track
please don't talk to me, fuck away from me i'm not all that wild bout words connected worlds makes that absurd and ur so incrredibly nice and i kno i'll come off as ice cold i'm great! i'm only on my fifth plate i wanna wanna vacay! i'm gonna gonna swtch back to all caps play straight i finally found my own place they only wanna maintain i only wanna stay back for my facts stay sane shyly hide em take aim, i cry like hilde far pain gone for miles kill tame!~!!!!!! throw bait, argue over 3rd base i cannot handle ur face when i run and hide from my damn pride don't tell me to smile don't fuck around and i'll make it worth ur while any given sunday, i'll play smoke thru pain ye, ok i can't be your own, i can't be yourrrrrrrr i can't talk for very long, stay in my head search for bombs lyrics be my tony tomb jesus eyah i went with that so please don't talk to who????????
7.	mediocre (ft. yellow boy & ilysm) 02:50	lyrics	buy track
carmel tittied michael cera i never found my hera, speak softly like i'm joey pera i don't care. reach like a tekken bear stay in light, any flight toke away for the mirror mediocre, ain't gonna stop so i stay hurt pangs in an ego needs closure plugs running thru like red rover, so stay hopeful how do i pitch a hit do i let a bitch take a hit from my pinch hitter so i can hit her pincher do i say that yall will wish i were lynched when i come thru with that kane ok that's the punchline to that shitty line half nigga half faggot, put me on an iddubz tangent when liberals think i'm tragic; i said i'm just a faggot sick like bob, grandma wouldn't let me saget cuts be my magnet god im fukkin rachet write yellow boy and ilysm for their respective verses i don't have em written anywhere
8.	thanks anyway!! (ft. legal action from multiple major entities) 02:07	lyrics	buy track
rolling up the swisher play the catcher and the pitcher when girls think i'm sweet, lemme wake up by sza (idk bout this line tbh) armed like caitlen bennet, and reminder; we're both faggots come to show, bring ur own n find out i meant it rolling up the swisher play the catcher and the pitcher! fucking dork don't know shit about an AK can i ever tell the pork that i'm not like tay-k, i'm more like KK fuck a terf, jk tryna make her case i sell first base, however keeps my place. ok. sorry mom, 25, talk smoke failed at yale and mf dead broke don't stay down, inside's loud downtilts in a princess crown lips like randall, never got no bands up go thru walls like i'm danny phantom can't come down, reply guys inside inside inside out, wow! i stay hi always keep danny in my soul now coming off the swisher is the catcher and the pitcher when boys think i'm nice, tom holland name ur price shorty's ben shapiro and i wish i got his ego theoretically speaking i'm that whiteboys own hero wear this shit like a touchup kill your own way to wander fuck a picture, burn ur swisher fucking copeless mechanism.
9.	ok. 02:59	lyrics	buy track
i still know and i don't mind what you hide from me in spite go lay low and i won't blink from what u think on how i think i'll play slow, debt unpaid calm i say, calm i say it's ok, no i don't blame no one i'm ok when i cant be your one but i still know, i sitll know, live your life in cut out time i still know, i still know, they never die they never thrive drive along the moonlit stars ignore the part on who we are focus on your censor bar but treat it like your legacy argue under arched long stars drown ourselves from fears of par killed yourself with thought cigars but treat it like your legacy fuck you saying i'm not ready i can clearly see it i'm stuck preparing beast is scary writing heavy it's weighed on me like feburary bleed out under 10ft stars ignore the subtle time of par please stay merry, tarred and hairy build to show, share your own but i still know.
10.	the companion (ft. bfrank) 03:23	lyrics	buy track
play a living mirror, see u in me see me in u hallow my knife unshown how i value a life cut me, brute, how much i lose forget my proof i hide this lump and day by day we sat there numb die from pride, respect don't pry pretend to give; ok mb i lied fuck forgiveness, no apologies stay a sickness and make me fucking bleed rash decisions; bear your teeth fuck precsision, you can always seethe compliancy in all things be my Achilles heel i might be a leech call me your betrayer, i kill with neglect i gave out on you and falsely protect call me your naysayer and break my defense unconscious copies to all known regret
11.	hurt me, heaven 03:21	lyrics	buy track
hurt me now, heaven! calm down take my crown heaven, pull know hurt me now heaven, i'm proud strike me down, bby bring me down i know it shows kill a man in open hands i watch it grow avoid the plan carved in sand i am this mold thought is banned, want ur land my thoughts are red and gold hold her hand don't keep her close i'm fine me, think i'm seen. forfeit peace. thank u for anything let me breathe kill me please u i please u i please let hurt bring swift death please i can't be i can't be some fear ******************************************************************** i hide my blood, held ten thousand tons so long ago i cut my tounge damn my pull, it lurches forward null royalty, snuff his torches on knees i beg, come heaven! i beg kill doubt kill doubt i wish i had wept i'm tied to my debt tried to fight about it (don't try nobody) i'll be what u set sleep soundly thru threat why won't i show fuck this town and hide your crown do as i'm told lack of shelter, gift of embers why am i cold hallow sounds but thought's too loud look down, look down, fuck. i'm 6ft underground. i can't fly i thrive in night i'm my blight i'm my i can't cry somethings shy silent flight i'll die or try.
12.	something for me u can skip this one too (interlude) 00:37	info	buy track
13.	i know you don't love me 03:05	lyrics	buy track
u can write something for this if you want but i'm happy with it like this.

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self and self acceptance.

credits

released December 21, 2020

written, arranged, produced, mixed, and "mastered" by autumn hill.

additional mixing on thanks anyway, and ok. by deezy the animator.